Mentally Orgasmic

I f you’ve never been cheated on that you wouldn’t completely understand how it makes the other person feel and why it just should never be done. Its more than just having your heart broken and trust completely shattered. It destroys their self esteem. I will forever feel l ike I’m not good enough. The only way I can rationalize in my head of why they went and did it is because I wasn’t doing something right, or that I was missing something, and she was the only person who could give it to him. I feel inadequate. I feel like they are too use to me and that I’m not as exciting anymore.  Like we’ve been married for 15 years and I just can’t do it for they anymore. And I’m always going to feel like this no matter how many times they can say sorry, because I was literally destroyed inside. That night I was replaced. I can be told over and over that I shouldn’t feel this way, but if they doesn’t know why I feel this way then they can’t really say anything. If you’ve...

My First Anal Encounter My first invitation to offer anal pleasure to a woman came during college when I was dating white girls. I was dating this one girl in particular when I first experienced anal. During a night of intimacy that’s when it happened. I just got done giving her oral stimulation (I once was so eager I got hiccups while eating her out but that’s another story).  The anal sex topic was indeed her idea and yes I was curious but in my mind I was thinking “will my dick smell like shit “, “will it fit”, “will it hurt her – shit will it hurt me”? I thought of the expansion of the sphincter muscle and the tight feeling as if it she were a virgin and the control and then you go for it. She takes my manhood which could break a brick at this point. My Dick was so hard it was throbbing and it was hot she gave me an extra wet blow job, to fully lubricate my shaft.  While turning over to get in doggy style, she just guided my Dick into her ass – working the head first back...

Stop asking me if your big enough! I hate when a man asks me is he big enough or if I enjoyed it after fucking. For one some of you don't really want the " REAL" answer. Two its a turn off and three if you couldn't tell by my reaction then its your fault. I understand that many men are sensitive about their performance.  The truth is that size does matter to some but not all. A man can be eight inches and still be terrible in bed because he doesn't know what he is doing (trust me I know). The time that it takes to instruct him is tedious as hell(unless you love him)...smh. Before you run and jump to defend your manhood let me explain. The main goal that we both share during sex is satisfaction. That includes having an orgasm or you just "busin a nut". Trying to shove 8inches into a vagina that is only 6.5inches is not pleasurable! The goal is not for you to cram every inch of you into her to prove that you are a man (take that,take that,take that...

  How can you have an orgasm from just a kiss? Well to start off many woman may not be able to experience this but for those that have we can tell you that it can be one of the most amazing orgasms that you can every have. The first time that I had ever experienced and orgasm by kiss it took four hours of kissing.  We did not start off intentionally looking to have an orgasm by kissing it just sorta happened. I know many can not imagine kissing for four hours but if you are kissing someone that can really kiss and you are sexually attracted to them it can happen. Kissing is one of the most erotic, sensual, and passionate activities that one can do with their partner. It is one of the best ways to tell how a person really feels about you without words. Let's be real it is the closest that we can get to someone next to sex. I do want you to understand that there is a proper method to kissing. Shoving your tongue down your partners throat is not always a turn on. Now before...

H e moaned "I am about to cum" and I could not have been happier because it was about to be over. I couldn't believe I just had "Jack Rabbit" sex like Carrie from "Sex In The City".  For those of you that do not know Jack Rabbit sex is fast paced, highly aggressive sex also known as Bang, Bang, Bang. Many men believe that women love to have sex this way when in reality it can be painful and unsatisfying. Jack Rabbit sex is like masturbating with a woman. You are fucking her as if you are fucking your hand. You don't have to beat it up for the sex to be enjoyable. As I stated before Jack Rabbit sex is not enjoyable especially if that is the constant motion during intimacy. You should be taking the time to enjoy the way she feels. Men need to take the time to learn the art of thrusting. The various speeds, depths and angle of the thrusts can make sex very enjoyable. So how should you begin? Start by taking the tip of your penis and rubbing it aro...

My face was still swollen from being hit in the face with a brick. I don't even know how I ended up here. Everything was so perfect between us in the beginning. I would have never done anything to hurt Aaron. One year later here I stand explaining what brought us here. Officer Nichols: I this may be hard for you right now but can you explain when the physical abuse began?  My once sexy smile is now destroyed after having Aaron knock my tooth out after I came home late. I probably should have called but I didn't think that I was that late. During the argument Aaron threw the remote at me an knocked out my tooth. Later Aaron apologized. I know it wasn't intentional. You know how arguments get heated. Officer Nichols: Why didn't you leave ? I love Aaron and our child. I know I should have walked away after the Aaron tried to choke me but I know I can do things that make people wanna get at me. I want to be there for our child. Family is import...